today was quite a slackish day i guess... APCG SHIRTS!!! =D AHAHAHA they're damn nice can! its like freaking awesome! thanks kenneth for going to approach them and celine for collecting them from kenneth! omg it realy damn nice xD anyway la went throught compre and swami. then art finished up my clay which looks quite weird but who cares? hmm last art lesson. had what last dance lesson, last drama lesson, last art lesson and tmr is last ict lesson! zomg juz realised that next year there's 8 more periods of like serious studying! DIE... all the slack periods are gone so fast liao.

lunch bball was amusing as it always is on monday cuz we dun play seriously and *some people* always get thrashed like xiao. so yup me, sarah, jean and je thrased eggy and tiny xD we weren't playing seriously of course. the score was like 100-4 or something x) and i was zhun today, like i always am on mondays, but only modays lah! at least it was super amusing cuz of us and the war zone thing. like when we came in the hall got attacked by a volleyball. then reaching the other end while i was bouncing the bball got volleyball come over, so i bounced it back while bouncing the bball =.= okay i juz ranted a whole lot of nonsense... nvm ignore that.

geog dint really do much. chinese lls and zheng weren't here, so we all slacked and i revised some history. mrs kuan came in and told us she had nothing for us =.= okay then was juz doing random stuff and revising history. so finished jap opp! which is damn slow... nationalism is irritating lah. i juz started on it and like... bleugh. dun even talk bout geog. so yeah that was all. such a boring day cept for bball. oh yeah our fps group! me, sarah, jean, je. jean joined us cuz lynn dint wanna go in the end. i juz realised the 4 of us went to play bball and we ate lunch after sch together.. okay random... lol anyway, doing fps juz for the fun of it lah. it's quite nice what! =P

theres not much stress on me. or rather i dun feel the pressure. i dun feel it coming at me. but i've always wondered if it will pay off. cuz i know maybe some of the sucky marks in the past i did deserve it and whatsoever shit. but some juz didnt make sense. but so what if i put in the effort? it doesnt mean that i WILL pay off. like in the past i put in so much and ended up with rubbish. so yeah if it doesnt work out as it's supposed to. then what am i gonna do? and i do want certain stuff, even though i might not be as 'qualifed' as certain ppl, but still... i mean i'll have to face all those voices time and again that i've been able to ignore them and treat them as nonsense filtering it out of my brain. yeah so maybe if you read this and u think you're one of those ppl who could improve on being such a whiner and someone totally inconsiderate and unsatified with yr marks, then take this as a reminder. u can do it if u want, juz not in front of me. not in front of me. thank you.