lol i finally update after 13 days. sap scholarship interview on fri! haha im not nervous or anything. maybe cuz i dun really care if i get in. cuz im in bsp liao what! xD and it was my mum who wanted me take scholarship. i suspect the interview is 20 mins. wth. and im gonna be interviewed by what 5 ppl?! i'll be answering some questions in eng and some in chi. lol whatever man! china affairs. 2 more days to prepare? and i havent started. why do i wanna join bsp? i juz want lah. damn it how to answer

quiz from jean!

1. My friends are
all diff? lol

2. I am listening to
nothing

3. Maybe i should
start preparing for the sap interview cuz it's on fri!


4. I love
a lot of things?

5. My plan
is to have no plan!


6. I dont understand
why i cant be bothered to do anything


7. I lost
the chance to go for sim hwee's party, class chalet and training. how fun.

8. People say
what they wanna say and i cant control them


9. I am missing
213. i need a class outing now!

10. Love means
something


11. Somewhere, someone
is thinking bout something?!

12. I am always searching for
everything.


13. Forever seems
too amazing

14. I never want to
miss so many things cuz of that ankle

15. My mobile phone is
bright red and its free. how wonderful

16. When i wake up in the morning
i make myself sleep again. seroiusly!

17. I get annoyed when
i feel like i have to. even though sometimes others should be getting annoyed at me. well i regret getting annoyed most of the times cuz im juz so rash and hot tempered.

18. Parties are
nice? haha


19. Hugs or kisses?
Hugs.


20. Today
is juz like any other day

21. Tomorrow
is gonna be juz like today



22. I really want
to watch tv!

23. I
i what? i am venus.



24. What is your phone brand?
philips. oh didnt u know they have handphones?



25. What are the last three digits of your phone number?
428



26. What does the second message in your inbox say?
haha its from sarah saying that she saw deborah! and that deb missed training



27. Who was the last person you rang?
my mum

28. Who was the last missed call from?
err my mum again

29. What does the oldest message in your inbox say?
lol its that ha ha da xiao thing. still there

30. Who comes up after J?
janice see. slacker! xD

31. Go to your sent messages- What does the tenth message say?
it was to charmaine. lol bout what i wanted for my bdae x)

32. Who is your network provider?
singtel

33. How many messages are there in your inbox?
183

34. Who do you have on speed dial 3?
no one

35. If you are on prepaid card, how much credit do you have?
I'm not.

36. Who's the first person who comes up after C?
calvin

37. What do you have as your main ringtone?
some weird song

38. Pass this quiz to ten people
too bad. im feeling lazy

c & d was great! 213!!!! i'll blog bout it later =D

but omg training sucked like shit. it killed my ankle and i've juz become a bai ka. bleugh it better not be fractured... cuz of that i couldnt go for c & d yesterday cuz had to go see doc cuz of how pain it was. then i missed sim hwee's bdae party today cuz of x ray and going to see doc. and im gonna miss c & d today cuz of that freaking ankle. sorry sim hwee! so that means i never saw a single c & d performace even though i was planning to. dang. IF we were going to malacca it would be tmr and i would juz kill myself cuz i definitely cant go. AND no training for me tmr. NO training camp next week. i have no idea how im gonna move around at class chalet cuz my speed now is like 1m/h or something... and sry carissa i can only pay u the money at class chalet.

today was supposed to be my first day slacking at home since hols. and no it's not slacking. it's tiring and irritating cuz im missing so much stuff all thanks to that jumping thing chai made us do that caused me to fall. i should have juz ignored what he was saying and juz change legs, instead of trying to deng tui. cuz that freaking bench is NOT stable. i wanna go to the last night of choral and drama!!!

im supposed to be like sad about leaving 213 and not worrying bout being a bai ka right now. this sucks.

Should i choose the class and remain...
or should i take a gamble and be the only one again?

HELP DANG IT. I SERIOUSLY HAVE NO IDEA. SHOULD I OR NOT. WELL MAYBE IM SORTA SLANTING TOWARDS CHOOSING THE CLASS BUT EVEN THEN ANY CHOICE IS A GAMBLE. WHY THE HECK AM I SO SUAY. WHY COULDNT THERE BE MORE PPL WHO CHOSE PHYSICS. THEN I WOULDNT HAVE TO CHOOSE. THEN I CAN BLAME SOMEONE IF SOMETHING GOES WRONG AND I HATE WHATEVER WAS GIVEN TO ME. BUT IF SOMETHING GOES WRONG, IT'LL JUZ BE MY FAULT. HOW VERY FUNNY. ACTUALLY IM QUITE SURE OF WHAT I'LL CHOOSE IN THE END.

BUT THE QUESTION IS. IS IT WORTH IT? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
DAMN IT LAH. I DUNNO. AND THERE'S NO ONE TO ASK. BLEUGH. FORGET IT. I WISH MAN. WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO KEEP CHOOSING AND CHOOSING AND CHOOSING. THAT TIME WHEN GOT INTO GEP HAD TO CHOOSE AND IT WAS DAMN HARD MAKING THE DECISION, BUT IT WORKED OUT :) WELL CHOOSING SEC SCH WASNT THAT HARD ALTOGETHER. BUT IT MIGHT HAVE SHOULD THERE HAVE BEEN MORE GIRLS IN GEP. THEN SUBJECT OPTION I TOOK DAMN LONG TO ACTUALLY DARE TO TRY FOR DOUBLE SCI AND MAKE A CHOICE. THOUGHT THAT ONCE I HANDED IN THE FORM, THAT WOULD BE IT. BUT NO. SO NOW THE OPTION IS OPEN TO ME AGAIN HUH? SHOULDNT I BE VERY GRATEFUL THAT I CAN CHOOSE AGAIN? OH WOW. BUT IM NOT. CUZ I CANT CHOOSE. IT'S NOT STRAIGHTFORWARD AT ALL. I HAVE 3 CHOICES WTH. BUT WELL I STILL NEED TO THANK THE SCH FOR THEIR EFFORTS TO KEEP THE GEP TOGETHER. SERIOUSLY, THANKS A LOT. BUT OF COURSE. I WILL HAVE TO MAKE A DECISION.

finally, i've chosen thanks to my mum =) you rock! heh so i've chosen to be with the class and changed my subject option to chem + bio.

there's no wrong decision and no such thing as regretting a decision. it is a choice that you made at that point in time where it seemed like the best choice. so dun regret it, but live with it and make the most out of it:)