think about the bloody consequences

ARGH *@$#!&%@&@

WHY AM I MADE TO FEEL SO GUILTY SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU ALL CONVENIENTLY THREW ALL THE RESPONSIBILITY TO ME. I BECAME THE ONE RESPONSIBLE FOR ACCOUNTING YOUR BEHAVIOUR. SORRY IF IM DIFFERENT FROM YOU AND GET AFFECTED SO EASILY BY SUCH STUFF THAT I FEEL ARE TOTALLY AGAINST MY CONSCIENCE EVEN THOUGH I DIDN'T EVEN DO IT. IF I WASN'T DRAGGED INTO THIS AND DIDN'T GET AFFECTED SO MUCH, I WOULDN'T GIVE A DAMN.

how is it that some people can do outrageous things and not even realise their mistake when explicitly pointed out by others? and please have the courage to express your true feelings. no need to try so hard so put on a false front and act like nothing happened.

反正我对得起天地良心，而且并不认为在处理这件事方面有任何不妥。更何况你们把你们应该面对的谴责转到我身上，害得我因为这件事无辜的被连累。我知道有些人一定不爽到爆，不过我也管不了那么多。有可能经过这件事后，一切都会不一样，我们所熟悉的一切也会彻底的改变。可我决不会后悔，因为我至少过得了自己这一关。