graduation tomorrow. it all feels so fast, especially with the chinese lessons. im sure we'll all miss nanyang, but probably what we miss most is the sense of belonging. it's like how we've gotten so used to life in nanyang and it's become our comfort zone. the classroom, 武馆, the hall, canteen, all the people. we've probably become settled so snugly that we hate to get out of this, just like how we hate getting out of bed when its raining damn heavily and the weather is damn cooling. the thing about jc is that it doesnt feel like you really belong in any place? considering that most of the time we'll be in lectures, not classrooms. which then comes to the point of ccas. the thing about joining wushu in jc is that i'll having to break out of that comfort zone of wushu in nanyang. cuz the situation isn't the same even though it's the same cca. for people like me who dun have a dying passion for wushu, it's the people and the environment that make the difference. that was present in nyws, but in hc? maybe.

it's the first time im going to a new school when i know like so many people. it took damn long to adjust from pei hwa to henry park, then from henry park to nanyang. i'd always thought that starting afresh was worse than going into a familiar environment. now that i think about it, things might be a lot easier and simpler starting anew. having said all that, im probably still not ready and definitely don't want to leave. and a big thank you to all those people who've made a part of my nanyang life!