HEAL ALREADY....

OMG comps in 2 days!


i feel kind off screwed cuz i think i pulled my thigh muscle. all thanks to chai once again =.= he's like the culprit for making my ankle injured the first time, and subsequently some days ago. and now this... does he not understand that we NEED to do warm ups properly?


im damn scared that my leg will screw up. cuz it juz got worse today, especially after i trained today. like i currently need to limp cuz its less pain than walking. and my leg hurts regardless of what position im in, even if im sitting down =.= like WTH! i want to be able to do the tao properly on friday, be able to go down for gong bus, be able to jump and split, be able to do my moves fast enough!


we're gonna shi di tan tmr! hopefully we can settle everything in the stingy 1.5 minutes they gave us, when that chung cheng had like a year since the previous comps to shi chang di -.-''' damn unfair lah. plus that stupid fat bitch.

NYWS FTW!

the 200th post. 3 days to jiti. 4 days to beijing.


this is seriously nerve wrecking. especially since its so close for the b div overall. chung cheng 56 pts, nanyang 42 points, dunman 41 points. i seriously hope we can secure 2nd place. the last time we got that was when we were in sec 1 the b div managed to get 2nd. jiti plays a crucial role in like our final positions.... ahhh. so hopefully we can 压得住 dunman and maintain 2nd. im not sure how many points the 4th placed team has right now. hopefully as low as possible...


everything is coming so quickly but it seems like we're not ready for comps yet...


splits, liu shui, walking in, shuai tou, ting dun, gong bu. all these are still not good enough. i would think that there's more, but these should be the main ones.

EXACTLY A WEEK TO COMPS!


its VERY VERY tense. argh. one week is all thats left. its like our last year in nanyang and we really gave everything to lian, to come up with the moves, to change to tao, to do like everything to make the tao better. i really think we deserve to get something from this year's comps. especially after what happened last year when we got our marks and juz stoned there, wondering if there was something wrong with our eyes or the score. at that point in time, it felt like the world stopped turning or something. 


i dont think we can stand another blow like that. or at least i wont be able to. the last year! there's no way we can say 'oh, there's still next year'. right now, everything seems very uncertain. and even though we seem fairly confident and probably improved a lot, nothing seems to be enough. its juz like last year when we put in so much effort and thought we were worth at least 3rd place and above. but in the end?


ARGH. i've been thinking so much these days its driving me nuts. and i juz find it very unfair. like how some ppl dont bother much about their events and yet they get better results than others?


and the sense of urgency doesnt seem to be present in certain ppl even though their comps are drawing so near. i mean, look at the amount of effort we put in as compared to some of them. Even in sec 2 and sec 3 i think we put in more effort than what some of you are doing now. im not even sure if you guys know who you are, but there's nothing much i can do about it now.


lol i think this post sounds damn depressing, but i needed to rant all this. especially after talking to sarah during 'afternoon training' today. we talked a lot about various people and things. hmmm rather interesting things eh?

i realised that our batch goes mad when we're together. even on tuesday when there was only 3 of us. haha the 3 lame thing that i said bout the shoe, the m thing and about being lame xD this shows how much nonsense we talk about when we're together.


anyway, training today was rather productive. i can now consistently do a dan shou ce shou fan with a dao! =D and we kind of settled the music part liao, like coordinating with our tao. but thanks to that chai who made us run 10 mins when we havent even warmed up my ankle suddenly died. its not really very pain or anything, but its a little swollen o.o


anyway, sec 4s jiayou for jiti! we must train like xiao and get something we deserve this time!