Thursday, November 6, 2008

Should i choose the class and remain...
or should i take a gamble and be the only one again?

HELP DANG IT. I SERIOUSLY HAVE NO IDEA. SHOULD I OR NOT. WELL MAYBE IM SORTA SLANTING TOWARDS CHOOSING THE CLASS BUT EVEN THEN ANY CHOICE IS A GAMBLE. WHY THE HECK AM I SO SUAY. WHY COULDNT THERE BE MORE PPL WHO CHOSE PHYSICS. THEN I WOULDNT HAVE TO CHOOSE. THEN I CAN BLAME SOMEONE IF SOMETHING GOES WRONG AND I HATE WHATEVER WAS GIVEN TO ME. BUT IF SOMETHING GOES WRONG, IT'LL JUZ BE MY FAULT. HOW VERY FUNNY. ACTUALLY IM QUITE SURE OF WHAT I'LL CHOOSE IN THE END.

BUT THE QUESTION IS. IS IT WORTH IT? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
DAMN IT LAH. I DUNNO. AND THERE'S NO ONE TO ASK. BLEUGH. FORGET IT. I WISH MAN. WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO KEEP CHOOSING AND CHOOSING AND CHOOSING. THAT TIME WHEN GOT INTO GEP HAD TO CHOOSE AND IT WAS DAMN HARD MAKING THE DECISION, BUT IT WORKED OUT :) WELL CHOOSING SEC SCH WASNT THAT HARD ALTOGETHER. BUT IT MIGHT HAVE SHOULD THERE HAVE BEEN MORE GIRLS IN GEP. THEN SUBJECT OPTION I TOOK DAMN LONG TO ACTUALLY DARE TO TRY FOR DOUBLE SCI AND MAKE A CHOICE. THOUGHT THAT ONCE I HANDED IN THE FORM, THAT WOULD BE IT. BUT NO. SO NOW THE OPTION IS OPEN TO ME AGAIN HUH? SHOULDNT I BE VERY GRATEFUL THAT I CAN CHOOSE AGAIN? OH WOW. BUT IM NOT. CUZ I CANT CHOOSE. IT'S NOT STRAIGHTFORWARD AT ALL. I HAVE 3 CHOICES WTH. BUT WELL I STILL NEED TO THANK THE SCH FOR THEIR EFFORTS TO KEEP THE GEP TOGETHER. SERIOUSLY, THANKS A LOT. BUT OF COURSE. I WILL HAVE TO MAKE A DECISION.

finally, i've chosen thanks to my mum =) you rock! heh so i've chosen to be with the class and changed my subject option to chem + bio.

there's no wrong decision and no such thing as regretting a decision. it is a choice that you made at that point in time where it seemed like the best choice. so dun regret it, but live with it and make the most out of it:)

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