its never gonna be the same

no its all slipping away. yet again. and no time passes way too fast. esp term 3 that right now juz seems all so non existent. i want time to stop now yes now. no i dun wanna progress on or whatsoever. i hate this kinda feeling okay. experienced it twice before and the henry park one was horrid. maybe this one isnt so bad, at least we're all like still in one sch and stuff.

i rmb not wanting to leave pei hwa. i rmb not knowing whether or not to go into gep up till the very last day. i rmb fearing that i would not adapt to the environment. but i knew there was no turning back if i made that choice to join gep, even though we were allowed to quit. and a good decision it was. but that juz made the henry park parting all the more sadder and juz so.... i didnt want it to disappear at all... but why is it getting more and more faded? why does it have to be that you guys can go to the same schools and talk bout pri sch together and i have no one to talk to about it? why is it that the schedules clash so freaking much that we barely have time to meet up? as we grow older, the chances of us meeting up diminishes until one day where it becomes almost impossible. but i dun want that to happen. and im scared of losing those memories maybe simply cuz i've got no one to talk to in sch bout it, and its slowy out of my grasp juz that never realised.

and now its happening yet again. i HATE it. okay it sucks.why do we all have to move on? maybe it wont be that bad cuz we'll still get to see each other and stuff. but like the whole class either wants hp or triple sci, of which i wont be taking, im sure. so yeah thats sad. i admit i was closer to jians than 213-ners but still, why does this process repeat itself cruelly again and again. viscious cycle. last yr the sec 4s left and it was juz sad lah, like barely got to know them. then this yr sec 4s also leaving... well... and ppl like jia and wn. that i only got to know this yr. i think its quite amazing that we actually know each other cuz i never played bball before, but 阴差阳错 end up playing after eoys and then got to know u guys! time passes damn fast lah and that sucks.