never the same

change... is that it? maybe yes maybe not. were u already like that? i guess a little... but now morphed into a totally horrid one. IMMATURE, HORRIBLE, INCONSIDERATE, SELF CENTERED, IRRITATING, etc.. yeah u were like that before and yet agan you're back into it. i have no idea why i actually know u okay...

like you didnt care bout his feelings at all i tell you. you juz went in, asked for that music, blasted it like shit and juz did whatever damn thing you wanted to do so damn ****ing self centeredly. yes... im quite sure YOU never heard that from me. like its just so disappointing.

and then how do u like treat us? go in his room and start sputtering nonsense! then u juz totally switch off and ignore us. what kind of treatment is that eh? doesnt mean that juz because he's bulliable and nice you can do this... do u have any idea what guest means? like you didnt even serve us or help in doing any freaking thing okay...

and those friends of yours... we juz dun belong together! so like we dun do that kind of stuff that u like to do now eh? that interest you? who has to clear up the mess for u? when did u tell them you were organising it? like what how many hours before? and u expect therm to prepare all the things for yr supposed HAPPY day eh... disappointing like shit i tell you. you know what you damn wilful and u juz pissed everyone off. the 3 of us were damn freaking patient okay. noel couldnt stand it and so he went off! good! people specially take time to go and what do you do? spoil the whole damn thing! dun organise it properly right? do what you want, think what you think, and you're always right!

its quite impossible that you'll ever read this, well maybe you will. and im sure you will know that im talking bout you. yeah i should tell this straight to yr face. how pissed off i am... how disappointed i am... but i dun dare to, like somehow im hoping you are and you're not reading it as well... i dunno what i want it to be. so if u ever happen to read this, think about it. yr selfish actions, very clearly reflected.