whoops i havent blogged in like a loooooong time. haha this is super lag but kay hilary i'll talk bit bout 4x400m. lol i think we did like super well lah! i mean like some of us never tried runnign 400m before and we never ran together and stuff. haha lol when hui ran was running towards me to pass the baton i was still damn scared bout running 400, cuz like my long dis is =.= but eh the 400m was damn fun lah! haha overtaking ppl is damn shuang as well. we came in like 3rd in our heat which is super good lah, considering the other ppl competing.

ah going crazy nowadays. got back all the block test papers and as usual, it was disappointing. careless mistakes are like the bane of my life or something. cuz they are really damn costly. lol my history paper the best lah. 11/13 for sbq, then 4/12 for essay =.= wah piang eh end up scrape 60% xian. and on a random note, lily chua has 3 dogs and 4 cats who apparently fight for her attention and get jealous of one another when she gives one of them more attention o.O

xian lah. i cant stand getting like this kind of crappy results anymore. and no im not like those lousy ppl who have dumb ideas on what crappy means. i dun want to get used to it, but like somehow my efforts dun really pay off? its tiring to keep trying and failing like some idiot. i think like since p4 i never got results that i felt were actually up to some standard maybe cept for chinese sometimes. and the only time i do super well for everything is PSLE =.= then go to sec sch it goes back again. and now what? my chinese is screwed as well. what BSP scholar? dun come and tell me im in bsp and im a scholar so my chinese better than yours. cuz my results probably show that i have wonderfully sucky chinese. for all you know they take me off scholarship in view of my wonderful performance in chinese so far.

somehow i juz cant get what i think i deserve, esp when its not a lot to ask for. anyway training today was like waste of time lah. chai should stop bothering bout his stupid xiao pin and stop deceiving himself that he's steven spielberg in charge of some hollywood blockbuster or something. cuz he thinks too highly of himself. shouldnt we be focusing more on our jiti? the xiao pin is an additional thing, not the main focus of our performance. and he's becoming super overbearing when pai-ing the dui da parts during the xiao pin. lol so all we do is ignore chai. haha and its damn funny acting with wan qing. lol lao tai po! we'll like sit at one side and criticise him and do random stuff.

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