EXACTLY A WEEK TO COMPS!


its VERY VERY tense. argh. one week is all thats left. its like our last year in nanyang and we really gave everything to lian, to come up with the moves, to change to tao, to do like everything to make the tao better. i really think we deserve to get something from this year's comps. especially after what happened last year when we got our marks and juz stoned there, wondering if there was something wrong with our eyes or the score. at that point in time, it felt like the world stopped turning or something. 


i dont think we can stand another blow like that. or at least i wont be able to. the last year! there's no way we can say 'oh, there's still next year'. right now, everything seems very uncertain. and even though we seem fairly confident and probably improved a lot, nothing seems to be enough. its juz like last year when we put in so much effort and thought we were worth at least 3rd place and above. but in the end?


ARGH. i've been thinking so much these days its driving me nuts. and i juz find it very unfair. like how some ppl dont bother much about their events and yet they get better results than others?


and the sense of urgency doesnt seem to be present in certain ppl even though their comps are drawing so near. i mean, look at the amount of effort we put in as compared to some of them. Even in sec 2 and sec 3 i think we put in more effort than what some of you are doing now. im not even sure if you guys know who you are, but there's nothing much i can do about it now.


lol i think this post sounds damn depressing, but i needed to rant all this. especially after talking to sarah during 'afternoon training' today. we talked a lot about various people and things. hmmm rather interesting things eh?