Well... things didnt turn out as they should have. and yah like a lot of sec 3 myws ppl, i dunno what to say cuz i dun think we deserved it at all. 不甘愿。after we did our tao and got our scores we were juz like 'what?!' , cuz everything juz ended like that. all the effort and time that we put in was only worth so much in the end. of course, there's all these stuff bout the process being more important than the outcome, but its obviously not as easy to face it than to juz say it. because we really did put in everything.

there were like so many things that happened before the comps which juz sucked. we had excellent teachers in charge who didnt bring our number tag and we only realised when we were nearing chung cheng. there was barely an hour more to sec 2s jiti when that happened. then we had some nice tour around paya lebar and kallang before finally reaching chung cheng. and yee win lost her byf on the bus. that bus driver said it wasnt on the bus but when we went back at the end of the day, it was there. she didnt compete in the end.

people keep asking how we did but i cant face the fact that you know we got.... and up till now i never directly answered that question as to what position we got. biasedness, lousy judging, whatever it is. but 7.83 is an insult. cuz we didnt deserve it. if they could get like 7.96, why couldnt we get above 8? we were obviously a lot better than them. nothing to say. but we all did our best and frankly speaking, we dun have ourselves to blame. from the time that they announced our score till this point in time i still have this sinking feeling that i dun think i experienced before. it juz felt so heavy. great that the sec 4s and emily got 3rd for jitidao! cuz if they didnt i think we would have felt a lot worse. go NYWS!

and this whole thing bout the boyfriend is damn stupid. it's really xiao ti da zuo lah. so what? you're with yr friends and u see this guy you know, so u wave to him and somehow he becomes yr bf? oh wow. seriously lah its not funny. there's absolutely no reasoning. so every guy that i know somehow can become my bf? yeah right. and pls lah going and spamming the tagboard of someone you dun even know with such crap...