After reading Jean's post, i decided that i should make a list of things i want to do/get in 2010.

1) A GOLD IN JITI! - Really desperate for it! i really want to end the comps as sec 4s on a high and get something that we can all be really proud of for a really long time to come. i know we all want it really badly.

2) Put in more effort during training - Somehow i always entertain thoughts of slacking during training, but this is the last year and a last chance at at least a medal or maybe even a gold, following last years' disappointment. Trying harder during training something that obviously helps but always it always seem rather difficult to put in my best.

3) Stop slacking and wake up - Frankly speaking, i think that for the past 3 years that i've been in nanyang, i've been wasting my time away by slacking and just not bothering to do much. Obviously i didn't get satisfactory grades, let alone desirable ones. I want to actually put in a substantial amount of effort and not let the rotting of results continue.

4) Minimum 70% overall for each subject - Expecting too much of myself? I don't know. Compared to most people, my results/expectations are considered too low. But who cares?

5) Play basketball again! - Been AGES since i played basketball! When i was in China and i was attempting to shoot with the bball during the free time we had, i realised how long it has been since i touched a bball. Now there really isn't anyone in nanyang left to play with. I mean, how can we ever play a match? Like jean said, must get eggy, tiny, jia yu and wei ning all out again to play bball.

To be continued...

Finally decided to post. Wanted to post after shanghai trip, but i was really too lazy. And when school started, there was so much work given and stuff going on that i didnt have time to post. lol but i dont really have anything much in mind to talk about now. maybe bout jiti.

i know this should have been said a really long time ago, but our jiti ending is damn cool! adding on to the fact that we came up with it without the help of the jiaolians make it even better. i really really want to get something at comps this year! cant imagine facing what we had to face last year... and its like our last year in nanyang already. but frankly speaking, our standard right now is really quite far from what we should be if we want to get a medal. means that we have to put in more effort and time if we are to be close to what we want to get. hope it turns out right this time.

So class chalet is gonna be after eoys. whatever. didnt manage to go either last year, so i suppose it doesnt really matter that i wont be going this year either?

been slacking pretty much the whole day. shall go do work now. lol i realised that recently my posts are getting shorter and shorter. suppose that there isnt really much to say about what's happening now. or rather there isnt even anything going on so whats there to write about?

oh yeah wanted to say that songs sang in melayu and chinese are unexpectedly nice.

oral yesterday was quite good! haha luckily she asked about sukan kegemaran, not sukan lasak. got the studio televisyen test back =D haha better than i expected. actually got full marks for the cloze o.o kind of guessed a few.

uh got nothing much to say bout today. the URA visit was quite a waste of time. lol me and amanda were busy reading out what was on the stickers stuck in the history room after history for like 15 mins. somehow it was very amusing even though it was stuff like khmer rogue and mao. i suppose we were amusing ourselves.

eoys next week! i'll make something out of it this time.

wow this place is dead. and argh blogger juz deleted everything i typed. lol was talking bout batch outing and the crazy stuff we did. haha and the quiz was damn ridiculous.

had malay test yesterday. di studio televisyen. haha didnt expect her to let us write a bicarawara. should have juz looked at the script for the interview she made us film before the test.. lol but at least i memorised it quite well so still could rmb some stuff. oral next week! tentang sukan kegemaran! lol i think we did this last year at moelc. but sukan is the easiest topic to do, so good for us.

training today was damn slack lah. went up late cuz the shanghai briefing lasted practically 2 hours and had to go find yang to decide on lun wen topic. apparantly the started playing a while after training started and we ended at about 5 something o.o lol the game was irritating at times. cuz as usual the lower sec had like double the number of ppl =.= and yet there were 10 ppl crowding around the pathetic goal =.= haha but anyway there were ppl passing very *aherm* comments xDDD

oh yeah and i wanted to say that eat 4 a cause was a success! thanks a lot to those who came =D yfc is just about ending and it does feel kind of weird not having to do anymore yfc stuff.

wen hui you better come back soon!

SATURDAY!

went out with sharmaine and wen hui! =D haha went to jurong point, but me and wen hui were late so sharmaine was waiting for us at macs xD eh but it was damn qiao cuz i met wen hui on the train, like she was in the same carraige x) then we went to find sharmaine but someone thought she was at macs when she was at kfc =.= and she never noticed the difference!

walked to the cinema wondering if we should watch a show but the queues were crazy lah! i think it was worse than the usual queue in the canteen when it's crowded. so of course didnt watch in the end and we juz walked around jurong point and ended up at macs again. then we started talking bout all sorts of stuff. haha wen hui's card that gave her access to a pub or something and sheesh the spelling errors were so obvious!

decided to eat at subway and we talked a lot more... about weird people who wear newspaper pants, are seemingly anorexic and lol rubbish in general. talked a lot about stuff in school and i realised nus high has only 100 plus ppl per level o.o sharmaine got a shock when she knew ny has like 400 something. and apparently wen hui has a fan club of 10 ppl O.O damn weird!

walked around after that and sharmaine bought ear studs i think. lol yes i didnt pierce my ears. too bad! xD and that wen hui didnt buy anything after taking so long to decide what to buy -.-''' went to the wallet shop. haha sharmaine got this new wallet cuz her old one is... quite rotten. and again wen hui was looking at the wallets for a loooooooong time and didnt buy in the end! =.= haha went to starbucks and cuz the three of us were so broke, we were quite pathetic and shared a cup of iced mocha or something. i never knew they had vanilla powder there... lol i think we got like 2 cups in all and juz mixed it into our drinks. took a lot of pictures, of how disgusting looking the drink was when we were pouring it and we talked and talked AGAIN. oh yeah we cleared sharm's wallet of all her receipts and stuff and we found out she keeps library receipts to keep track of the books she has read! xDD

somehow went into this fashion after that. and that was a terrible move! SHEESH. i shouldnt have agreed to go in!! they made me do something i think i probably wont do in a long time, not even for graces i suppose. arghh. if wen hui wasnt going to france the next day, i would never have agreed... i bet the two of them were gloating! and argh pictures! lol i think its quite obvious what they made me do, but the ny ppl probably wont ever see it anyway, so nvm! x)

heh that was about all we did that day. but somehow we talked on and on about anything and everything.. i think the bulk of the time that day was spent on talking XP was damn fun! cept for the this fashion part x) cant believe the next time we probably will go out like that is in i dunno how long.... heh never felt that shuang in a long time.

SUNDAY

totally didnt feel like national day cuz wen hui was gonna go to france later that night. my dad sent me to the airport at night and fetched sharm along the way =) lol talked to sharmaine all the way to the airport. reached at bout 9 and wen hui was stuck in a jam, so we went to eat at ya kun! haha sharm doest eat the egg yolk, but she was forced to eat part of it anyway, cuz she shared the egg with me x) went up to find wen hui after that and lol she was in the other set of clothing that she had! xDD

i passed her the letter then sharm realised that she didnt write anything even though she wanted to. haha so borrowed post it from wen hui and she started writing. wen hui's dad got us to go to swensen's to get a drink and lol their service is pathetically slow. didnt even serve ice water even though we asked for it and i think they took bout 10 mins to serve root beer =.=

finally we had to send wen hui off. it felt very nostalgic and there was this very sinking feeling. 6 years after all, out of 15 years of my life. didnt cry but felt like something was missing i suppose. then when she finally left i had a very weird feeling that i cant really describe. kind of uneasy i guess and partially disbelief. have fun in france wen hui! and dun you dare forget about coming back!

block tests are overrrrrrrr.... whats done is done so yeah hope for the best i guess. a lot of stuff have happened these days after blocks ended. okay shall attempt to blog bout everyday since like thursday.

THURSDAY

after blocks had to discuss ydf funfair stuff. and there's founders day celebration on fri plus the long delayed ydf. apparantly we're supposed to do nanzhong quan.. better not get the wushu ppl to do it. anyway after that went out for batch lunch, cept the grace wasnt there. and lol guess who we saw on the overhead bridge! hahaha the seniors decided to go kap as well, cept they were behaving unlike what seniors should behave like so we pretended we didnt know them.

talked bout a lot of stuff at kap, and after that the focus juz became on fairy tales and how the orignial version was mutated from some sadistic scandalous horror story into some idealistic bedtime story for kids. hahaha it was quite amusing with all the scandals and weird storylines plus the violent happenings in the original story.

had training after that and taught yiting the jiti tao. or at least up to the liu shui part and xue was being quite erm extra trying to correct her moves because the main point was to juz rmb how to do it. anyway, we went up and the rest finished learning the whole jiti tao so janice had to teach us. somehow halfway li ting took over and yeah we continued learning the tao. almost finished learning then my eyes started hurting like crap cuz of the light and yeah so stopped. but im only left with a bit more i suppose.


FRIDAY

national days celebrations were a lot shorter than usual. the main thing we did was the mascot thing. and i have to say that the winners were rather pathetic. like i think they were the worst out of the lot lah =.= bet the judges were blind. btw, chooi was one of the judges.

met sarah and celine after that and were thinking of how to spend the 2, 3 hours we had while waiting for the hc guys to be done. started talking bout elections! and about how much pressure the captain would have if it wasnt emily. then we realised how wushu has the worst electing system ever =.= probably cuz no one ever bothered much. went to find carissa and we all decided to stone at the new starbucks. ahaha then me and sarah stared talking bout elections again... the sec 3s came but didnt even stay for apcg outing -.-''' so we went to poolside cafe to wait for the sec 4s to come back from their visit of patriotic places. haha and so we juz passed time by talking bout random stuff and how time passses so quickly.

finally they came and we went to west mall. had subway then went to bowl. haha the games were rather amusing. lol the first 2 games i bowled were okayish but i like the third game! and haha someone was having evil thoughts... lol not that the context provided wouldnt leave some people thinking like that xD after that we had this crrazy camwhoring session with various cameras and it was damn amusing. i think we spent super long taking pictures lah! the we decided to walk down the stairs and somehow found a place to take pictures again x) i think it was quite successful in the sense that we had a lot of amusement, even though the number of people who went was =.= juz like always